Update Ahad

Update.

Thanks atas concern. It was not that bad. Tapi sebab dah seminggu tidur terganggu dek tak boleh bernafas dan dada rasa sempit, malam tadi lepas balik meronggeng kat town terus menonong ke sepital daerah armidale. Kengkonon henpon ada google map, tapi hampeh sebenarnya sebab tak reti baca map. Hopeless bila bab baca map nih, kekeke.

Menonong dalam gelap gelita malam, sampai ke satu bangunan bertulis bla bla bla Health bla bla bla. Terus terjah ke opis, walau dah nampak on the way masuk terpampang beso-beso papan tanda 'Hospital for mental health Armidale'. Lebih kurangla tulis gituh, tak berapa ingat.

Lepas mendapat maklumat bagaimana ke hospital, terus rempit dan alhamdulillah selamat sampai.
Masuk je ke bahagian emergency, dah ramai orang. Dengar pulak ada orang asli maki hamun makcik kat counter sebab dia kata dia dah tggu 5 jam. Since saya tulis kat borang daftar 'mild asthma attack', saya telah diberi priority untuk masuk dulu, potong que. Selalunya gituhla, sejak dari di malaysia lagi saya perasan kalau penyakit berkaitan jantung, pernafasan ni depa bagi masuk dulu. Agak bersalah pada encik yang tunggu 5 jam, tapi apekan daya. Saya pon dah tak larat tunggu lama.

Then nurse *lelaki! ahaks* amik tekanan darah dan cek pernafasan dan cek suhu. Kendian dapat nebulizer - ubat lelah dalam bentuk liquid yang disedut bersama oksigen *betul ke explenesyen ni wahai encik-cik doktorsssss?*

Kendian tuan doktor yang comel datang, bersembangan dan bergossipan. Dia memula nak suh saya stay sebab saya masih sakit dada. But agaknya dia tengok saya dah boleh bergossipan sakan *orang kalau semput terus takleh sembang*, maka dia yakin saya dah semakin ok =). Maka dia berikan saya inhaler baru untuk prevention *which I hate the most sebab tetiap kali sedut kena kumur air suam, kalau tak mulut boleh berkulat*, dan dapat steroid pill (prednisolone). Oh, dan doc bagi spacer supaya aplikasi ubat lebih berkesan. Kalau tanpa menggunakan spacer antara mulut dan inhaler, ubat akan tersekat di mulut dan pharinx.

Possible side effects include fluid retention of the face (moon face, Cushing's syndrome), acne, constipation, and mood swings. kekeke. This is not side effect, thats a part of me! kekeke.

Im ok, cuma masih belum fit. Buat kerja kat lab tadi pun sikitttt sangat sebab sakit dada balik. I hate being unfit. Oh well.. what to do..

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Recommend this. I cried watching this. Super duper sensitive *sigh*. And now, I want a dragon!



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I've been thinking....
When a friend gave me signs that my hi's and hellos are worthless.
When a friend silently say to me 'i am ok, stop asking me ARE YOU OK?'.
When a friend giving me hints that I'm annoying.
I should respect that friend and just go on with my life.

Even these hurt me.
Badly.

What do you think about friendship?
For timebeing, its a major bullshit! I dont know.

Comment disabled. Super duper meroyannes.

Fan Epik High

Konon hiatus. Nak share, baru paham lagu Epik High ni.
Seram gila MV.
Dengarnya lirik adalah dari fanletter untuk Tablo..Nampaknya boleh tiru untuk send kat Jay..ngehngeh.

Fangirls, adakah kita saiko?? *jeling ayang*

Taklah busy mana, propa je lebih...hehehe

Hiatus sampai minggu depan. So easily annoyed in this period of time. So, I'm refraining myself to communicate with people (communication that use BRAIN).

Quick message:

*Mak ayah - I will call to give updates sebelum tido malam, keke.
*Ayang - Sorry tak dan angkat tepon. Masa ayang kol, tangan berselemuih dengan perut bebiri yang telah didigest oleh asid. Kendian bila dah selesai kerja balik umah. Lepas isyak terus tido, huhuh.
*Kak Ron - thanks, sangat melegakan saya.
*Kak Yan - nanti saya qadha bila dah kurang kelam kelibut.
*Kak Delinn - ada benda nak update, tapi dah tak eksaited lah. keke
*Artis naungan - Mcm kena pi cari pengurus baru. I nak jadi pengurus Jay. Pengurus nih dah menguruskan diri. hukssssssss.

Minggu ni agak pack sebab dah start sembelih bebiri. Isnin 17, selasa 17, rabu 20, khamis 20, jumaat 10.

Everyday pukul 6.30 pagi dah gerak dari umah untuk pindahkan bebiri yang nak disembelih ke holding yard.
Kendian select bebiri untuk dilaparkan. Lepas dah identify, pindahkan ke group pen. Masa ni lah hazabs kuasa lapan. Pagar yg hold depa pon boleh ditolak. Maka, pagi2 buta akan ada jeritan batin sebab nak herd depa punyalah payah.
Kendian bagi makan yang lenlain.
Angkut barang2 (digester, containers) dari lab ke animal house, siapkan barang2 untuk orang yang pisahkan usus.
Bila depa bunuh bebiri dan bagi usus, cuci usus untuk pisahkan cacing. Sara amik usus kecik, saya amik abomasum.
Lepas abomasum dicuci, tissue dimasukkan dalam asid dan letak dalam oven 2 jam.
Usus kecik yang dah dicuci dibubble (ala2 kacau sebati) dan beberapa subsampel diambil.
Bila dah 2 jam, cuci pulak usus yang dah dicerna dengan asid, topap kat hasil cucian awal2. Kendian bubble dan amik beberapa subsampel.
Lepas habis (petang), kemas bilik eksperimen, cuci semua jar dan label pulak untuk esok beserta buat semula dilution untuk digester.

Habis kerja, buat kerja2 menaip pulak. Balik umah, selesaikan tanggungjawab apa yg patut dan tido selepas isyak.

Saje tulis, untuk tatapan orang yg sangsi bila saya jawab saya busy terhadap soalan 'busykah?'..kekeke =p

But still, saya sempat main game FB dan baca berita Jay.kehkehkeh =)

B2st

Dengan ini saya memaklumkan akan memberikan sepenuh sokongan kepada B2st selagi mereka tidak mencari pasal dengan fans ataupun sesama ahli. Sungguhpun demikian, saya akan berusaha bersungguh-sungguh menahan diri dari membeli barang-barangan keluaran syarikat mereka kerana Cube Entertainment adalah kampeni adik beradik dengan JYPE *prftttttt*.

B2st, sila jangan carik pasal. Behave, ok???

Armidale is LOVE

So, weekends yang mengujakan sudah berakhir.

Back to square one. Esok kena bangun awal dan bermulalah perjalanan yang menghibakan. 17 ekor sehari akan disembelih selama 5 hari. Daging2 akan dijadikan makanan anjing since tidak disembelih dan tidak diselenggarakan mengikut seliaan abattoir.

Just a quick recaps

Sabtu: Autumn Festival Parade.

Gambar, klik sini. Hanya jika anda kawan saya di FB. Ayah, masuk FB guna akaun Azhar..hihih. Disarankan untuk kol Aa untuk username dan password.

Perasaan:

1. Nervous masa sarung baju kurung. Rasa mcm nak pi menikah je..kekeke

2. Bosan bila tercongok tunggu orang lain yang dikenali tak sampai2.

3. Eksaited bila jumpa orang yang dikenali dan ramai warga Asia *ehem, ehem*.

4. Happy bila Julian dari Argentina tolong pegangkan bucu bendera. Tangan saya pendek dan tak sampai.

5. Eksaited bila orang bersorak dan melambai dan amik gambo masa berarak. Terasa mcm artis bila kawan2 yang tak join parade jerit nama dari tepi. Ahaks.

6. Terkejut bila ada jeritan 'Go Malaysia!'. Rupanya makcik Malaysia yang duduk sini. Kendian ada pulak jeritan 'Malaysia Boleh!'. Terus berpaling 180 darjah. Rupanya budak cina. Sahlah depa ni warga Malaysia yang tammo join parade. Memula geram, tapi lepas tu tergelak sendiri. Seronok pulak bila dgr org jerit Malaysia Boleh.

7. Hampa bila RAMAI orang tatau bendera kita bendera negara apa. So, kita janganla perasan hebat sangat. Orang pelik pesal bendera kita lebih kurang bendera USA. Sorry, takde jawapan.

8. Seronok tengok semua orang participate, dari baby sampai atuk nenek atas kerusi roda. Terasa dihargai. Dan bebudak yg join parade tersangatla comel...

9. Tapi sebab panas, last2 rasa nak pitam.

Ahad: International Student Welcoming by the Mayor of Armidale

Gambar, klik sini (FB)

Kelam kelibut sebab tatau mana Town Hall. Tanya orang, orang bagi direction yg silap. Kendian perasan kamera tertinggal. Pecut balik rumah. Sampai balik town hall programme dah nak mula, org2 beso dah sampai. Lupa nak bagitau yang nama saya depa tercicir. Depa kata takpe, ikut kontigen negara naik atas pentas. Kontigen? Manader kontigen! So, dalam kekelamkabutan dan lagi seminit program nak mula depa selitkan nama. Sib baik ada bendera negara. Tapi cert tak dapat tadi. Dapat kendian..hehehe.

Hati bebudak international student tersentuh bila mayor dan orang-orang besar yang lain berkali2 ucap terima kasih kerana memilih untuk sambung belajar di Armidale. Even wakil student international yang berucap pun sampai termenangis atas pentas sebab sedih nak tinggalkan Armidale.

Masa naik atas pentas untuk jumpa mayor pon dia cakap terima kasih sekali lagi kat tetiap orang student. Terima kasih kerana sudi jadi warga Armidale, katanya. Terasa mcm nak sambar je memana mamat mata sepet yang nak tinggal di Armidale! kekeke

Teruja jumpa makcik cina Malaysia yang aktif berpesatuan kat sini.

'Kita bukan ada banyak program macam ni kat Malaysia, kan?' kata Makcik tu.

Mungkin ada, mungkin banyak. Mungkin kita tak aware, mungkin kita ignorant. Mungkin juga takde.

Overall, it was fun. Armidale is love!

Autumn Festival

Two thumbs up

Facebook, YouTube, Twitter, MySpace and the Story of Jay Park (AKA Jaebum Park)

Authored by Tinzar Sherman on March 18, 2010 - 7:32am.

If you pay any attention to Asian Entertainment news, you can't miss the story on Asian pop star Jay Park (AKA Jaebeom Park). His story broke in early September 2009 when the Korean press published comments he made on his MySpace page in 2005 before he had made it big and was a young trainee at JYP Entertainment, expressing his frustration with life in Korea. Taken out of context, his comments were misinterpreted by the Korean media and in the course of three days, bombarded by attacks, Park decided to leave his band 2PM and to go back to Seattle which he now calls home.

The mood quickly changed in Korea after he left when the press and public discovered that his MySpace posts from five years earlier had been terribly misinterpreted. Instead of hate, he gained sympathy. Support for the young performer quickly grew in both South Korea and internationally resulting in silent protests and flash mobs in many different countries and tweets about Jaebeom (and Jaebum) hitting No. 1 trending topic on social media sites like Twitter.

JYP Entertainment seemed to acknowledged his marketing power and used his name in all of their promotion for the new 2PM album in October. Most Asian fans supported the group hoping to see Jay Park back with the group but in February 2010, the company terminated his contract. Many fans are saying that it's a calculated act due to the fact that the group 2PM is doing fine without Jay Park now and the company cut him loose. The cry for him to return is loud and clear. Many Korean fans left the 2PM fan clubs in thousands and tweets for him passed Oscar topics on the night of the Oscars itself to be the #1 trending topic.

As an executive in the digital entertainment space, I am intrigued by all the buzz around Jay Park on Social Media. As an international student and an Asian, I feel his pain. He was so young when he left his family for a foreign country, adjusted to new foods and culture and went through the tough training required to become an Asian pop star. As a daughter and a mother, he gets my support. He had said many times in interviews that the adjustment to Korean life was difficult but he did it for his family. He was there for his family to have a better life, to buy nice things for his mother.

Yes, the Jay Park story is full of heart. People support Jay Park because he took responsibility for his actions and seems so genuine unlike the big entertainment company JYPE. I don't think he is even aware of marketing power he currently has. This week he released his first video since leaving Korea. Meant for his fans, it was RAW (he sings in the bathroom) and was posted on Art of Movement's official Facebook page. Within two days it reached over 2 million views on YouTube. The song he covered "Nothin' on You" is now #1 in Korea on Cyworld Music charts and is currently #2 on iTunes sales today.

I think this is just the beginning for Jay Park. If any Asian artist can make the difficult "crossover" to the American music entertainment market, I think he could be the one. He already has a big international fan base, and he is living proof of the power of social media.

credits: digital media wire

ps: beautifully written. this is exactly how we all - the crazy fangirls feels. Daebak!