Hello

Hello. I think I am back. :)

• Happy for Halim the psychotic doctor - I am going to be the most vogue aunty evahhhhhhhhh!Yeah!!!
• Sad for Japan. My hearts and prayers are with them.
• Worried about my grandma - she just undergone an operation yesterday. Hope she is fine and praying for her speedy recovery.
• Damn nervous for my experiment. Cant wait for it to finish, although it hasnt started!haha
• Miss you. Miss mom, crazy frogsbrothers, supportive friends. Thank you for always being there for me.
• Surprised that my childhood friend is finally married! Its a bit sad I wont be able to make it to his walimah :(

Sometimes,
I feel lost.
I feel that life is tough.
I feel that I am so weak.
I feel that I will be left alone - will die alone and people will just recover my body after a week.
I feel that I wont be able to finish my PhD.
I feel like I wont be living happily ever after with Jay Park or TOP or Yamapi.
Sigh.

But every single time listening to Maher Zain's song, I know everything will be fine.
I will be fine.
Eventhough I wont get what I want in my life, I will be fine.
I will be fine.
Please stay with me forever friends because I dont want to be alone :)

We will be fine InsyaAllah, we just need to count the blessings. And you are one of the blessings in my life!